Thursday, January 15, 2009

For Ashley

You probably won't see this, but if you do, this poem is for you. It's been a few days and I know we haven't talked. It's been a horrible week for me in many ways. Shit is hectic more than ever. When worst comes to worst, I just think about tomorrow. I know it's cliche, but it makes you speculate a better day. Anyways Ashley this is for you.


Since we last spoke,
we've been sad folks
confused thinkin its all a bad joke
but really theres no sense of humor
and im tired of all the rumors
thinking i should kill the silence, maybe i should've done it sooner
but i didnt
and neither did U
maybe it's your lack of acknowledgement
or my stubborness
but whatever
I guess its what u fail to show and what i seem to hide
while I struggle on trying to swallow my pride
and you cant seem to show that u care
or maybe your just unaware
that I feel unfair
but at the same time its my fault
for giving you everything you wanted
just cauze we bonded
and then after it all, this is how your responded
nothing nothing nothing
while im waiting for
something something something
and now you think im
fronting fronting fronting
But that just me.
That's how I feel
im trying to keep it real
while at the same time keep composure
i guess friends in the rearview seem closer
than they really are
cauze to me, now you're really far
and still goin
and I dont know where I'm goin
or what im going to do next
i guess im anxious for a phone call or new text
or some kind of sign in due time
i know your side, its time you knew mine
not saying that im right
because i know that im wrong
truth is I just want us to get along
and stop this unnecessary conflict
this is not what I wanted
and i know you agree
or maybe its just me.
Maybe its just me.

1 comment:

foodforsoule said...

ROMARSKEET! Guess who. :P Sweet balot background.